Live your life to the fullest.

Ermergerd. It's been a while since I felt this way. *doki doki* 

My dreams have been very nice recently. Hurhurhur. With very nice people. Hurhurhur.
Last week, I dreamed of Lee Joon :D hehe I forgot what we were doing tho... I should've wrote it down back then. Damn it. :<
And last weekend, I dreamed of JIMP. Huehuehuehuehue :> Won't say his other nickname.
But it was super random and we were like in big teams and we had to race to get a room o-o So weird... But it was nice seeing him in my dream ^^ hehe

On a side note, my trip to Korea is starting to plan hehehe... I already wrote down the places I want to visit (not in a particular order):
Myeongdong
Seoul Tower
Dongdaemun
Times square
Gyeongbokgung
Hongdae (where YH oppa lives hehe) + Hello Kitty cafe! *note: Take loads of pictures to show to Crystal.
Itaewon
Lotte World or Everland+Cabi Bay
Coex Mall
Bukcheon Hanok village + Minsok chon

Busan: (LJK's hometown! <3)
Haeundae beach + Busan aquarium.

Waaaah. I hope I get to visit all of these places! And hopefully I'll be able to meet some of my favorite bands >_< Cause there is like.... no chance... of seeing LJK T_T So sad... T___T *sigh*

Oh and I have a new celebrity crush.
Hehe.
Zico. From Block B.
His eyes. <3
His lips. <3
His height. 1m82 <3
His dorkiness <3
His bad guy character. <3
Urgh. <3

And his ideal type: For me, I like women with pretty legs and thighs. I really do like women with pretty legs and also girls that look good with long straight hair, And funny girls.

HELLO? HERE I AM ZICO.
Really. Imma meet him and seduce him and he will me mine!!! Plus he's a 92er, so perfect age!!!

PLUS HE LIKES HELLO KITTY. NYAH. CUTE.

What....should....I ....do.....?

I don't get it. If he wasn't like that the other night, my feelings would still be buried deep down inside of me, like the past year.... He just had to be like that. Right. Retour à la case 1. It's just so frustrating. I thought I was over that part of my life... but it seems like I dived right into it again. Sometimes really, I want my head to control my heart. Choose the person I fall in love with... that would be awesome. Although my blog's title is "Live your life to the fullest", I feel like I'm being such a coward. Maybe I should do something at last.... to make something happen or to get over it.

Don't forget, (if you can) choose someone that will love you more than you love them. It's the only way to be happy.

Update on my business class:

We got our tests back last class and I got a not-so-bad grade, but I feel like I studied SO hard like.... 4 days straight + I had to work... and my grade really doesn't reflect how much I studied. Then, the teacher was like so I need feedback from you guys on how the test was and what I should change. So I literally told her everything I thought about her class, that is, "To be honest, coming to class is really useless because you don't really teach us anything. I'd rather read the textbook and study by myself, which is what I did for this test..." At the end of the class, she was like, "I don't feel bad about what you said, but I don't feel good either" Well I hope you don't... lol.... -___-''
Then I told her that if the only person getting a good grade if the girl with the photographic memory, it's not normal... then that girl was like "Sorry but I studied 4 hours the night before, rewriting all my notes, it's not my fault if you didn't get a good grade. Maybe you should change your studying methods" Well excuse me but my studying works well in every of my classes. The problem isn't my studying, but the teacher and her stupid teaching methods... Guh, I almost cried when I was talking to her urghhhh.

After studying all day today, I watched some episodes of Pretty Little Liars. I stopped watching it at season 3, but I just restarted watching it. Sooooo good. Waaaaay better than The Innocent Man/Nice Guy -.- (Don't kill me Crystal :D) I loled when Spencer said: I'm failing all my classes because of A! I didn't when Mona was A, but I'm even failing physics now! [paraphrasing]

I have to vent on my freaking business teacher. She's such a b************tch. Omg. -.-
She teaches soooo badly and we don't learn anything in class. She just reads off her powerpoint and says like: "Oh you can read that by yourselves, let's skip that. Ok that's important, so it's like this and this and that. Do you get it? If you don't have any questions, we pass to the other slide." She sucks so bad.
At the beginning I chose that class because of the teacher, but the guy RETIRED. So we got stuck with a new teacher. GUHHHHH. I should be studying for the test next week.... which covers 4 chapters.... of 20+ pages each...... Later.
Plus, her exams are F*CKING TOUGH. I usually get around the 90s+ for all of my classes but I almost failed her test....... with 63%. So last class, I asked her if she could do a study guide or something? Or just tell us what to study/NOT study. And she said, with a bitchy tone, No because you just have to study everything. I was just like .........okay... Then she said, Are you stressed for the test? WELL OF COURSE I AM. I fucking almost failed your last test, how am I supposed to not be stressed... Then, she's wondering why we're doing so bad.... maybe because you suck at teaching? Seriously.

And my mom is getting annoying too. I'm working my ass off to get top grades and she's just like: Okay study more and continue getting good grades. Or stuff like: It's a good thing you went to Vanier cause if you went to Mariano, you wouldn't do as well.
Well thank you so much. You're so motivating... saying it's not because I'm smart I'm getting good grades, it's because everyone else sucks. I'm just a bit better out of the losers.

On another note, I bought myself a gift. Just a gift to make me feel good. Everyone should spend some money on themselves from times to times just to be happier. I bought a brush set from MAC. 5 brushes for 68$. Not bad eh! I swear I don't own any of the brushes!! I wanted to buy the 217 blending brush on its own, and it's 27.50$+tx so it's much more worth it to buy the set. I calculated the price for all the brushes separately (like an Asian) and it came up to 168$+tx. Hehehehe. ^^

I should be studying business... Fuck that. Leave it for tomorrow.

Some tips to win against the battle of procrastination:
1. Get started.
2. Stop believing your own promises.

Ah. After watching Wongfu's new short, it made me realize how much I miss being in love.
Although sometimes it hurts, the happiness it brings makes up for it.

One of the greatest gift we have of being alive is the ability to give, receive, and even lose love. 

It's been so long... almost a year.
Recently, my friend asked me something about my other friend, who's one of my best friends, if she was okay or something because she saw the stuff she wrote here. I said yeah... but then, I felt uneasy... what if she wasn't okay, but I didn't know about it because she didn't tell me. I dunno. Kinda felt betrayed? It was like that time. Worst thing is to know something about your best friend through a person that practically doesn't know her... It's like that other time, when we went to Vancouver and that girl told us something about our best friend that we didn't even know. I think I cried. We were in a bus. So it lead me here. When I read what she wrote, I knew everything she was talking about. And it made me happy, but sad at the same time. Happy because I know she trusts me enough to tell me her problems, but sad because I don't wanna see her like this. Ah... I hope she'll be alright.

On another note, I feel like I don't know what to do later on. My friend was telling me we're gonna get married like... in a few years. We probably know the person by now... Oh god. I hope I'll meet better people in uni because right now... Forget it.

My brother is getting married next June. We're going to China and then, I'll go to Korea alone. I'm kinda scared, but caaaaaannot wait! It's like... my current goal. My friend said I could live at her place. Yay!
But, what if I don't meet him? My friend told me there's 0.0000000000001% that I will. Which is really sad. Nonetheless, I have the feeling this is gonna be the best vacations everrrr.

I was watching WFP's old videos and LOLOLOL. So funny. 8D

"Phil: What if the girl spit on me D:
Wes: ...It's like a kiss!"

LOLOLOL. Yeah. Wes. Yeah. :P

PS: They liked my nail design :D :D :D :D :D :D

The two past days were exhausting. BUT WORTH IT! :D [I feel this blog entry's gonna be long....]

Sunday. 131111
It was the Inspirasian Festival at McGill.
Guess who was there.

WONGFUUUUU. ♥
 :D
 [http://events.mcss.ca/wongfu/]

However, Friday night, I learned that Ted couldn't make it T___T
Because of his wedding and stuff so I was super sad D:
I was drawing Wes and Phil. Didn't draw Ted yet. I made his drawing Saturday night. Loool.
Saturday, there was a meeting at Mcgill's library. There was SOOOOO many people like omg O_O
At least 20 execs. And like 3 volunteers LOL.

Sunday morning, I had to wake up at 8 am cuz we had to get there at 10 T_T;;;
And the stupid security only opened the doors at 10h45 =_= Urghhh.
While we were waiting outside, Phil Chao was there and I asked him WongFu's height XD [Cuz after seeing Ryan Higa, I didn't wanna get disappointed again = w = imagine if they were SHORTER THAN ME. O_O NOOOOO. Anyways LOL] He said they were taller than him XD And he was pretty tall, like 1m80. He said they were about 5'11 :D Hehehehehehe ♥ Yeah so after that, we went into the building and we started preparing the event, the food and the games and stuff.

Around 1, they asked us to go to the lobby cuz there was a meeting with all execs and volunteers. When we got there, Ed said:
I got a bad news. I got a call at 3AM yesterday. It was Wes. He said he forgot his passport and he can't make it today.

My heart literally shattered. I swear. I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SAAAAAAAAAAAD. You can't even imagine. T_T

But he added:
But the good news is that he felt really bad and he flew back to California to get his passport to be able to come tomorrow. So there's gonna be a meet and greet tomorrow with Wes. And he's probably gonna Skype with us, but it's not confirmed yet.

God...Wes, how could you forget your passport! D:

After that, we got back to our station [food station LOL.] And continued to prepare stuff.
We were actually only girls in the food thing. Which is kinda ironic. Lol = w = The girls were great though :)

KYAH. Matching grey shirts!! <3

Nice guy t-shirt + Awkward turtle keychain

We's autograph. So cute! <3

Phil's autograph ^^

Summary of the past 2 months.

September: Nothing much. LOL. Seriously. ._.

October:
I visited Mapo a few times. Sadly, there's no more hotties anymore ;____; Thomas, Yohan T ^ T IMU. <3
BFTE2; I saw Terry ^_^ And hmmm... a few days before, we were tweeting and this is what happened:

@terrytingz I can't make it tomorrow :( :( :( *sad face* Who will make your fansign? D: *sigh* T_T
@ljk_lover DD: OH NOOO! that sucks :( I was excited to see you!

ASDFGHJKL omg he killed me <3 Then I went. LOLOLOL. <3 We took a picture and he put his arm suuuuper tightly around my shoulders. HIHIHIHI <3 <3 <3 The show itself was awesome too :) DFD is amazing O_O

I'm changing program. From health to commerce yay :) Got a few problems with mechanics =___= *sigh* But I still got accepted :D Lol if not, I would've killed myself.

Halloween; party at Tracy's :) We watched 1408. And... played Chubby Bunny LOLOL. At school, I drew Kyaru on my face :3 Everyone was scared. Bahahahaa ~ The funniest were Ian and my student advisor LOLOL. Ian kept forgetting I had that on my face and when I looked at him.... haha :D He was so scared LOLOLOL. And the student advisor looool. He was talking to me and then he said: "I can't stop looking at your mouth...." LOLOL. And then another advisor said: "Omg, how could you look at her face?" him: "I tried looking at her forehead...." Hehehehe. ^_^

Tuesday, I blogtv'ed with Shimmy ^^ Hehe. He answered 2 of my questions :D Yay :)
One was: When are you returning to uni? and he said soon~ like next semester. cuz he took a year off.
Second was: Are you coming to Montreal the 13th? :D Wongfu's coming ^^
He said maybe :) Hehe, I hope he'll be able to come ^^

Oh and today, I went to the L'Oreal warehouse sale. LOLOLOL. I abused on nail polishes.
NOT MY FAULT YO. Essieeeeee. <3 <3 <3 :D Hehehehehe. I bought 7 bottles in total.
I SWEAR I'M NOT BUYING ANYMORE FOR THE NEXT YEAR.

I SWEAR.

SERIOUSLY.

Oh and Johnny owes me a pool game and a half naked picture with me. LOOOOL. Don't ask why. He just does.

It's been a while now.

As you may know, CEGEP started already. *tears* I kinda wish high school was longer now...
At least, it's better than I thought! My schedule is great and my teachers are ok too :) But Vanier is waaaaay too big =_= I got lost going to my mechanics class last week.... Why can't we get to F building through B building = A =?? Geez. And I wish there was an elevator too LOL. 5 floors... guh. Oh well... at least I have Crystal with me :D Yay ~ ^^ Oh, talking about her, I should bring post-it at school so we can leave notes in our locker ._. Apart from that, I feel like we (Vanier) are less busy than Marianopolis peeps. o_o Or maybe it's only my teachers loll. Since I even have time to write this... hahaha.

Wednesday (Aug. 31st) was my 3 years anniversary with my wifey :D <3
We haven't been able to do anything yet but I hope we will soon... :(

Oh and from Toronto to the beginning of school, we went to Vancouver :)
1 week :D It was pretty fun ^^ The hostel was right beside a beach so we went pretty often :) We got to swim in the Pacific ocean wheeeee :D Hehehehe

Wow it's been quite a long time since I've blogged.

OMFG THAT SATURDAY NIGHT WAS AH-MAAAAAAAAAAAZING. !!!!! [160411]
So so so so so so lucky~~~ :D ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I'll try to describe that night as detailed as possible!! XD Oh and every time I say "we" it's Yifang and me. LOL.
We came at 4h PM. (first in line LOL). Then, it was the meet and greet and omfgggg ~ I couldn't even look at Thomas LOL O_O
When Terry came out, we "flapped" the pictures Yifang printed and Sean said: Ouuuuuh. ~~~
Us: KYAAAAH > w < *blush blush* ♥
Then we went to see them to get autographs & pictures~
(P.S.: He loved my drawing!! :) ♥ )
My face was twitching and I couldn't NOT SMILE LOOOL. (<- Same for Yifang XD)
We were so damn happy :D:D:D:D
Then, Yohan and Thomas came and we asked for pictures ^^
Yohan said: Take one with him first *wink wink*
(AWW SO SWEET~ ; U ; ♥ I'm so lucky to have an oppa like him hihi ~ )
So I took a picture with Thomas > w <
Then with Yohan and he said: She's my sister~~ (AWW ; U ; ♥ )
We waited and waited, oh and we got some chocolates since we were the first in line hahaha ~~
Then we went inside and waited for another 1h. Was pretty long =_=
The show started, Funky Kids, Anny & Elmy :D and... others LOL.
At the break, I went to see Anny to give her the fansign :D And I met Thomas and Yohan again haha ~ with Joon this time :) ♥
Then we went to see Terry to ask him when he was gonna perform and he said he was last. And Yifang pranked him *facepalm* LOL.
After the break, W performed :D, Jay Legaspi, Young Avz & much more other talented performers!


When Terry came on stage, we "flapped" the fansigns and he saw us!! He pointed at us and laughed ~ > U < ♥
Then he told everyone to come near the stage. We RUSHED LIKE CRAZY LOL. (and I forgot my camera on my chair D: Fortunately, Laurent took it. Thank you Lolo!! )
Terry and Sean sang ET? and after that, Terry said: Who's the one who made the "Marry Me Terry" fansign?
me: O_O ME ME ME *flaps*
Terry: Come on stage :D
Me: OMFG O: !!!! <- At that point, my heart was BEATING LIKE CRAZYYYYY! ♥ ♥ ♥
I went on stage and he asked me my name, I said Cathsu :D
He was like: Ohhhh Cathsuuu! (Probably because of the drawing hahaha ~~)
Then he took my hand and we went off stage. (<- I was gonna faint LOLL) ♥ ♥
Terry: I dunno how to dance but I'll try~
Me: HUH??? What @_@ uh me neither!!! O A O;;;
Terry: It doesn't matter just follow me! ^^
He took my hand again and we went on stage. And he took my hands and put them around his neck AHHHH ~~~~~ I was gonna DIEEEE. Seriously. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

We danced a slow with Sean singing & playing guitar ~ > w < GYAH.
And Terry kept saying sweeeeet stuff like "Are you okay?" and "Do you like it?^^" GYAHHHH OF COURSE I LIKE IT!!!!!! LOL. ♥ ♥
Then he said: "Ready for the spin?" *spins* LOL. ~~
[I'm still blushing when I think about it hihihi ~ ♥ ]
Then he accompanied me off stage and started to sing? (I dunno, was too excited at that point LOL) with Sean.
Then, Ed came and gave me "MUSIC NEVER SLEEPS" Jason Chen's tshirt! With his autograph!! O:
Omg, that was the night of my life. Seriously.
After the show, I talked a while with Yohan and he kept pushing me to see Thomas hehehe ~ XD I took a picture with both of them with my fansign~ Oh and they received roses.
The girl who gave the roses said: You like this better eh?? *points at the flowers*
Thomas: No, I like this better :) *points at the fansign* HEHEHEHEHE ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
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Ahhhhhhhhhhh. I was gonna faint 1327687430946 times LOL. :) :) :) :) ♥
Then we got home and Skyped with Yohan hahahaha ~ for 1h23 O: *snap shots LOL*
We slept at 3h AM smt and woke up at 1 PM O A O;; LOL. At first I thought it was 7h LOLL. ~~
I'm never gonna forget that night. Ever. ♥ ♥ ♥
Oh and Ed told me Terry told him I was CUTE. *KYAHHH* ~~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

The show was EPIC.
SO MUCH HOTNESS & EYECANDY. Omfg. *____*
Was totally worth the money :) & the 1h30 in line LOL.
I became a fangirl of Y and T. Gosh they so hot. Nom nom nom nom nom.



*FANGIRL SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS* (Sorry Crystal LOL. I love you)