Live your life to the fullest.

Ermergerd. It's been a while since I felt this way. *doki doki* 

My dreams have been very nice recently. Hurhurhur. With very nice people. Hurhurhur.
Last week, I dreamed of Lee Joon :D hehe I forgot what we were doing tho... I should've wrote it down back then. Damn it. :<
And last weekend, I dreamed of JIMP. Huehuehuehuehue :> Won't say his other nickname.
But it was super random and we were like in big teams and we had to race to get a room o-o So weird... But it was nice seeing him in my dream ^^ hehe

On a side note, my trip to Korea is starting to plan hehehe... I already wrote down the places I want to visit (not in a particular order):
Myeongdong
Seoul Tower
Dongdaemun
Times square
Gyeongbokgung
Hongdae (where YH oppa lives hehe) + Hello Kitty cafe! *note: Take loads of pictures to show to Crystal.
Itaewon
Lotte World or Everland+Cabi Bay
Coex Mall
Bukcheon Hanok village + Minsok chon

Busan: (LJK's hometown! <3)
Haeundae beach + Busan aquarium.

Waaaah. I hope I get to visit all of these places! And hopefully I'll be able to meet some of my favorite bands >_< Cause there is like.... no chance... of seeing LJK T_T So sad... T___T *sigh*

Oh and I have a new celebrity crush.
Hehe.
Zico. From Block B.
His eyes. <3
His lips. <3
His height. 1m82 <3
His dorkiness <3
His bad guy character. <3
Urgh. <3

And his ideal type: For me, I like women with pretty legs and thighs. I really do like women with pretty legs and also girls that look good with long straight hair, And funny girls.

HELLO? HERE I AM ZICO.
Really. Imma meet him and seduce him and he will me mine!!! Plus he's a 92er, so perfect age!!!

PLUS HE LIKES HELLO KITTY. NYAH. CUTE.

What....should....I ....do.....?

I don't get it. If he wasn't like that the other night, my feelings would still be buried deep down inside of me, like the past year.... He just had to be like that. Right. Retour à la case 1. It's just so frustrating. I thought I was over that part of my life... but it seems like I dived right into it again. Sometimes really, I want my head to control my heart. Choose the person I fall in love with... that would be awesome. Although my blog's title is "Live your life to the fullest", I feel like I'm being such a coward. Maybe I should do something at last.... to make something happen or to get over it.

Don't forget, (if you can) choose someone that will love you more than you love them. It's the only way to be happy.

Update on my business class:

We got our tests back last class and I got a not-so-bad grade, but I feel like I studied SO hard like.... 4 days straight + I had to work... and my grade really doesn't reflect how much I studied. Then, the teacher was like so I need feedback from you guys on how the test was and what I should change. So I literally told her everything I thought about her class, that is, "To be honest, coming to class is really useless because you don't really teach us anything. I'd rather read the textbook and study by myself, which is what I did for this test..." At the end of the class, she was like, "I don't feel bad about what you said, but I don't feel good either" Well I hope you don't... lol.... -___-''
Then I told her that if the only person getting a good grade if the girl with the photographic memory, it's not normal... then that girl was like "Sorry but I studied 4 hours the night before, rewriting all my notes, it's not my fault if you didn't get a good grade. Maybe you should change your studying methods" Well excuse me but my studying works well in every of my classes. The problem isn't my studying, but the teacher and her stupid teaching methods... Guh, I almost cried when I was talking to her urghhhh.

After studying all day today, I watched some episodes of Pretty Little Liars. I stopped watching it at season 3, but I just restarted watching it. Sooooo good. Waaaaay better than The Innocent Man/Nice Guy -.- (Don't kill me Crystal :D) I loled when Spencer said: I'm failing all my classes because of A! I didn't when Mona was A, but I'm even failing physics now! [paraphrasing]

I have to vent on my freaking business teacher. She's such a b************tch. Omg. -.-
She teaches soooo badly and we don't learn anything in class. She just reads off her powerpoint and says like: "Oh you can read that by yourselves, let's skip that. Ok that's important, so it's like this and this and that. Do you get it? If you don't have any questions, we pass to the other slide." She sucks so bad.
At the beginning I chose that class because of the teacher, but the guy RETIRED. So we got stuck with a new teacher. GUHHHHH. I should be studying for the test next week.... which covers 4 chapters.... of 20+ pages each...... Later.
Plus, her exams are F*CKING TOUGH. I usually get around the 90s+ for all of my classes but I almost failed her test....... with 63%. So last class, I asked her if she could do a study guide or something? Or just tell us what to study/NOT study. And she said, with a bitchy tone, No because you just have to study everything. I was just like .........okay... Then she said, Are you stressed for the test? WELL OF COURSE I AM. I fucking almost failed your last test, how am I supposed to not be stressed... Then, she's wondering why we're doing so bad.... maybe because you suck at teaching? Seriously.

And my mom is getting annoying too. I'm working my ass off to get top grades and she's just like: Okay study more and continue getting good grades. Or stuff like: It's a good thing you went to Vanier cause if you went to Mariano, you wouldn't do as well.
Well thank you so much. You're so motivating... saying it's not because I'm smart I'm getting good grades, it's because everyone else sucks. I'm just a bit better out of the losers.

On another note, I bought myself a gift. Just a gift to make me feel good. Everyone should spend some money on themselves from times to times just to be happier. I bought a brush set from MAC. 5 brushes for 68$. Not bad eh! I swear I don't own any of the brushes!! I wanted to buy the 217 blending brush on its own, and it's 27.50$+tx so it's much more worth it to buy the set. I calculated the price for all the brushes separately (like an Asian) and it came up to 168$+tx. Hehehehe. ^^

I should be studying business... Fuck that. Leave it for tomorrow.

Some tips to win against the battle of procrastination:
1. Get started.
2. Stop believing your own promises.

Ah. After watching Wongfu's new short, it made me realize how much I miss being in love.
Although sometimes it hurts, the happiness it brings makes up for it.

One of the greatest gift we have of being alive is the ability to give, receive, and even lose love.